Self-Hell(p)
V/1
I’m losing focus lately, so much
And I’ve had enough
They say the weight of the world can crush
I’m not giving up
When I’m broken down just to dust
And the winds come rush
A billion pieces become undone
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You’re my therapy, therapy, therapy
And it’s everything, everything, everything
When I’m felling low
When I’m feeling all alone
You always pick me up without me calling on the phone
V/2
I know we all have problems of our own
We don’t always addressed them right like in an envelope
We all have been the calm before the storm
We all have been a hurricane before
All I know is
You’ve been with me since my younger years
Helped me get through my wonder years
Discovered you and found comfort there
Never left, you were always near
Guided me thru my hardest days
I’d write it out, and you’d turn the page
Helped me get it out in every way
From my head to the studio and the stage
And I could never find how to express
The relief I get when I can write it off my chest like
Let me step back
Let me take a breath
This release brings inner peace oh yes
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V/3
You bring the past to the present
Only you can rewind life
The power to make people time travel
With a familiar sound and vibe
I get out my body
When You dive in my mind
And when Im going in
Every step I take is the explosive kind
And I know you feel it
Make no mistake
When it’s shaking in your chest like an earthquake
Getting goosebumps in every word that’s spoken
Healing your pain when your heart is broken
Given you strength when you’re feeling hopeless
Bringing you help when the signals smoking
You make me look with in
I know I’m fixing myself
But you’re the helping hand
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V/4
At the last second you found me
Reaching up as I was drowning
No 911, no sirens
I was dying in silence
Self-inflicted no violence
My mind isolated a riot
In yellow tape around white chalk on the blacktop it’s all quiet
Brought back my breath like the Heimlich
Revived my life, I was dying
Saw the light like a diamond
All directions love shining
Now darkness is brightened
Held my wrists like why am I fighting
Why is it so tempting
To go and blow off heat
That’s why they call it venting
You’re my therapy
and you’ve always been there for me
You’re my therapy
And you’ll always be there for me