“Middle Ground”
Verse
I’m thinking too much
I’m Beginning to lose touch
& I started moving, through my confusion with conclusion
And got stuck
My heads a cage
My brains a maze
I can’t escape
What can I say
I Didn’t see all along
I needed saved
I played with fire for years
Before I finally got burned
The most important lessons taught
I brushed off to never learn
Some times I can’t function
It’s like I plan, my own destruction
With my own hands
It’s something I can’t stand
I’ve blocked people and been blocked
Shocked some, & some shocked
Neither way made the facts clearer
Feels like I’m trapped in an episode of Black Mirror
Pre-Chorus
When everyone I matched with
Goes up in flames like they’re matchsticks
It makes you feel like you’re the gasoline
to anyone you sparked with
Hook
I think I finally found
Think I finally found
Myself a middle ground
Thru the ups and all the downs
Verse 2
Inside I’m an monster
And I don’t wanna be one
Its like everyday I have to fight a new demon
Whether it’s in my head
or coming from my mouth, I’m constantly screaming
Or beating up myself for no reason
You know all my skeletons
You know what bones to pick
You know their names too
Hell, you share the same closet
It was easier to start then itd be for and to stop it
but there’s no one else I’d rather get locked in this octagon with
sent a plane text
Said I needed you to jet
Tried to carry on in private
You put my baggage checked
You said if you trip
Imma fall too
Just stick to the plan
The Blue prints in glue
Everything we planned for the future we will see
Like all the plans in the past for the present came to be
If It’s true what they say
And history repeats
There’s a reason
Theres a voice in your head speaks
(You can follow your gut)